long time no see... this is also going to be leading up to the big thing. I have it all planned *taps head and gives mischievous look* stay tuned for more!I was in one of those moods where you felt like comitting but then realized that you really shouldn't because your life was probably the best you could ask for and you are going to go over to rough spots.
I had set some facebook statuses in the middle of the night and Santana and Brittany were having a sleepover so they would have seen them. They texted me to see what was wrong so I told them. Everything. All the rumours about me getting my self pregnant again.
They said I should go over and they would cheer me up and to be honest, I was willing to try anything to make me feel happy again. So I did.
When I sat down on the bed in Santana's room I explained it all in person and they both shared a look with each other. I knew that look all too well. "Do you know what makes us feel better when we are sad?" Santana started. "Haircut!" Brittany yelled. "Okay, do it." I agreed and Santana disappeared and came back a few minutes later with scissors that looked like actual hairdressing scissors.
Brittany sat in front of me to block the view of the mirror and Santana was behind me about to cut my hair. I wasn't sure how much she was going to cut but I really wasn't bothered.
I felt the lightness first. Then the cool air on the nape of my neck. I reached back and touched where my hair stopped. My chin. I sighed and nodded for her to carry on.
10 or so minutes later Santana put the scissors down and Brittany moved out of the way. I gasped at first but then touched the ends. It actually suited me, even a little. I smiled. "I feel a lot better now... I didn't tell you all of why I was upset but the main part was the bit I told you. I really should get going though because my mom will be wondering where I am. Bye, I'll see you at school tomorrow." I said.
I was sat trying to figure out how to put my hair in a high ponytail but it failed. It just fell out so I decided to curl it and leave it at that. I put my usual make-up on and cheerios uniform before going downstairs and grabbing an apple and orange juice. My mom had left for work early but her reaction when I got home last night was not good.
A few heads turned when I got out of my car and headed over to Santana and Brittany. "Thanks guys" I said and hugged them both. I missed hanging around with them and that hug reminded me of the friends I need to have. I saw Sam's car come in and stop. I stood with Santana and Brittany as he walked over, his eyes wide and forcing a smile onto his big, big lips. "Where did your hair go?" Sam asked and before I could answer Brittany did, "The floor, then the garbage and then wherever it goes after that. We had a late night hair cut" I shook my head but then looked at him, "They are rumours. I was depressed. They offered to make me happier so I let them cut my hair, but I kinda like it," I said to Sam. "It's... different." He said and brought me into his arms and kissed me and so I tried to put all of my love for him in that one kiss.
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