Signup Sheets, Stage Fright and Slushies (OPEN)

I shuddered, that was a little to far. "Just admit it Dad your gay, we know about Gregg!" I said laughing inwardly afterwards.

The woman with dad was inching toward the door. I threw an apologetic look to Jade. I knew I'd crossed the line. "Oh god, I'd forgotten about him! Oh, dad seriously!" I said, not really as enthusiastic anymore.

I smiled at Jade, I forgot alot too. "I'm sorry about this, you obviously weren't to know." I smiled sweetly to the woman as she went out the door.

I smiled at the woman and then tried to back slowly out of the room before Dad gave me hell. I tried to be invisible, but it didn't work. "Freeze!" I stopped. "Walk." I took a few steps foward.

I rolled my eyes at Dad. "We could say the same to you!" I said angrily.

I looked down, keeping out of the argument. I really didn't want to argue about mom right now.

"Go to your room." He simply bit back. I rolled my eyes but accepted the fact, he wasn't going to fight. I went upstaris and into the room with a sigh. "That was pretty funny though."

I picked up my bag on the way to our room. "Yeah." I answered. "Until I mentioned mom." I sighed and sat on my bed, crosslegged, looking through my bag for my cell and iPod. I pulled out the messy papers I had dropped, all my sheet music, my drawings.. I dumped them on my bed next to me and popped one headphone in from my iPod.

"Don't be hard on yourself." I shook my head.

I shook my head. "I took it too far. I shouldn't've mentioned mom." I sorted through the pieces of paper, putting them in piles, just for something to do. Drawings, sheet music, school work.

"Somebody's busy." I noted going to the mini fridge for a coke, I tossed one to Becca.

I smiled and caught the coke, balencing it on my knee. "Well, I wouldn't need to do this if I hadn't walked into Mr Schuester."

I laughed. "Right, right."

I frowned and looked up at her, stopping sorting. "What was that supposed to mean?" I asked.

"Nothing, really! I just forgot we were in a disagreement." I laughed, taking a drink.

I laughed. "You're in the disagreement. I'm not arguing." I smiled. "I'm going to that audition. Speaking of which.." I crossed the room and picked up my guitar, taking it back to my bed. I finished sorting the pieces of paper, took a drink and strummed the guitar strings uselessly.

"Oh yeah, what are you singing?" I asked finding a straw.

"I still don't know yet." I answered. I started singing What a Wonderful World quietly. Then, I started listening to my iPod that I'd forgot was on. "And I think to myself..." I stopped singing and listened.
Thank God the week is done,
I feel like a zombie gone back to life, back-back to life. I laughed, picking my guitar up.
"I see trees of green,
red roses too.
I see them bloom
For me and you.
And I think to myself...
Thank God the week is done.
I feel like a zombie gone back to life.
Hands up and suddenly, we all got our hands up.
No control of my body.
Ain't I see you before?
I think I remember those eyes.."

I smiled, our voices were so simillar, it was like listening to myself, I always thought Becca was better though.

"Cause baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again
Yeah, baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again
So dance, dance, like it’s the last, last night of your life, life
Gonna get you right
Cause baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again
Keep downing drinks like this
Not tomorrow that just right now, now, now, now, now, now
Gonna set the roof on fire
Gonna burn this mother fucker down, down, down, down, down, down
Hands up, when the music drops
We both put our hands up
Put your hands on my body
Swear I seen you before
I think I remember those eyes, eyes, eyes, eyes
Cause baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again
Yeah, baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again
So dance, dance, like it’s the last, last night of your life, life
Gonna get you right
Cause baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again
And I think to myself...
What a wonderful world.."
I laughed at the mismatch of the two songs. But somehow, they went together. I decided to just practice a couple of songs on shuffle on my iPod. I'd pick which one I wanted to use later.
"Story of my life, searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul 'cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

He's more than a man and this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
But clouds are rolling in because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be a murderer

I feel it in the air as I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss up on my cheek, he's here reluctantly
As if I'm gonna be out late

I say I won't be long just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be a murderer

Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun
And put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore, anymore

And I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside

And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be a murderer
A murderer, no no no
Yeah"


(Songs: DJ got us fallin' in love - Usher Unfaithful - Rihanna)

I laughed at the two random songs, I guess that's why they call it shuffle. "Your singing that?" I questioned, it was pretty good.

"One of them." I smiled, strumming the guitar again. I liked the first one because I had been singing it when I walked into Mr Schue.

I smiled. "Well, there both preety good, how you gonna choose?" I asked sitting on my bed.

I kept strumming the guitar quietly, just background noise. "I don't know." I laughed.

I took out my homework and bit my pencil. Math, grrr.